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Sunday, January 07, 2007

i have this group of very very very close frens...im satisfied, contented, happy.....but i feel like im the sore thumb of the group...or the hand for that matter....

this group of close frens have other frens that in one way or another, everyone knows everyone. however, these frens are much closer to the others than to me...in terms of ranking, ill be last...

they'll be remembered but i wont...

during their bdaes, these frens shower them with gifts, acknowledgements and texts, but i get zilch....

kinda sad but its true...my circle of frenship is currently confined to this lil group....

i wish to be showered with concern, care and presents too...but unless i organise my own party where those invited give me a present out of formality, i wont get anything. but my frens, they get something when we have a gathering, even when its past or before the bdae...i admire them so...really...when i see one fren, whom all of us know, pass someone a present....but on my special day i get nothing...it is really disappointing......how my social life has dissipated to almost nothing....

they have other frens, that if A talks about, B, C and D will join in coz they know that person....but i just sit back and listen...coz i dont know most of the frens they know...all i can ask is who, or what happened....and pretend to understand....i really feel left out, but i cant show it out, coz im suppose to be all smiles and no frowns....im suppose to be easy going and frenly.....but when i wanna share something about my other frens, all of them dont know anything at all...so might as well shut my trap.....clearly shows their circle and my circle are far far apart....of a different social class.....so in the first place...why and how am i so close to them?

jealous? yeah i think i am....disappointed? sad? at a lost? yeah prolly all of that too.....

yar...its good enuff that i have this group to care for me and all....but when i hear of their bigger groups of frens, though not as close as we are, but close enuff for them to be remembered and acknowledge each other...i really feel pathetic....very pathetic...especially when we share some of these frens......but the rest, the majority....i dont even know.....my frens...all of them dunno....really feel so detached....

haiz....guess this is another night where emo Joseph appears....

the facts of life....
- 1/07/2007 11:28:00 PM

A long winded Life おれの広し秀明

Name: hiRosHi ~ jOsepH
Age: 21
Nicknames: jOjo ~ moJojOjo
Birthday: 30 July
MSN: hiroshijpop@hotmail.com

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I AM
- sensitive
- understanding
- emotional
- child-like
- hardworking
- friendly
- sociable
- good listener
- a thinker...
- warm
- cute!?!?! waha
- quite flamboyant
- highly perceptive...
- intellectual
- humorous / lame
- colourful

I LOVE
- singing
- World of Warcraft
- Naruto
- playing bass guitar
- collecting figurines
- reading comic strips and fantasy novels
- cookies
- Ben & Jerry's
- sushi
- S.H.E.
- Jay Chou
- drawing
- sleeping
- playing tennis
- Settlers
- myself ^<

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1) Do well for my uni and apply for scholarship!
2) Get a LCD TV for my room
3) Upgrade my com...Sebas is helping
4) Get a new Ipod Video
5) Go to Japan for Holidays
6) Get Darker
7) Write more songs
8) Find the Right One, Mrs Saw anyone
9) Record my 2nd album
10) Lose some flabs!!!<

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